Answers

Are you doing this on purpose? My messages say delivered, my calls are left unanswered, and my heart aches for you. What I worry is that something is wrong… while I yearn for more communication, if you are busy I will wait for you.

However, I still fear that you aren’t telling me something. An unspoken feeling you have towards me, or is it something else? A force pulling you away perhaps. In our generation, mental health is down right terrible, but you gave me the impression that you were happy with me. I know she hurt you… but i’m here now.

If something hurts, I want to be your personal painkilled, if something bothers you, then i want to be your distraction. But wait. What if I am the issue.

It seems like anyone who knows me, never likes me in the ways you do, so now you know me, are you the same? Don’t you like me anymore? You said my eyes were beautiful, now you resent them. You said my smile was joyous, but that smile was only around when you were. You complimented my curves, you made me feel special. You made me feel normal. You made me feel safe. However, now you make me feel like shit.

My darling, I need answers. Answers to my questions, answers to my calls, answers to my prayers. That is all I need. Answers.